A welcome arrow through the heart.
My name is Beth. I'm 18 and live in the United Kingdom. I worry way too much. Music is my life and I honestly don't know what I would do without it. I love laughing and being happy and love most comedians. I adore my family and friends. You've been there through everything and, honestly, I wouldn't have made it without each and every one of you. I love my boyfriend dearly and miss my parents terribly.
I suppose when you love someone, you just want the best for them. It hurts like hell to know they are hurting inside but all you can do is look to the future and hope it will bring them everything they have ever dreamed of.
We all wish too much and one day we will realise that wishing doesn't work.
I don't regret anything because at the time i knew what i was doing and i was happy with that decision.
All i want is to look back at my life on the day that i die and have no regrets and think I have had a happy life despite anything life threw at me. Yes I'll get worked up with myself at times but it will all be worth it to look back and think yes i survived it all and given the chance to go back i wouldn't do anything differently.
We never know what's around the corner, we just have to take life as it comes. That's all we can ever do.
Wish I was at the hospital with my boyfriend instead of stuck at home worrying sick/trying to revise :’(